Shinryuu-Uroborus

First off... my very long absence. I think I've gotten a little burnt out from MMX and didn't realize it. I finished a long running fic last year. It had been ongoing for like 5-6 years. I'm proud of myself for having been able to hold on to that commitment. It hadn't been easy, but I made it. And uh, there was recoil from that. I had to take a break from MMX for a long time. So I ended up playing an online game. Well... I also found out that I can be quite hardcore. Sometimes to my detriment. That game took a lot of my time. It was fun, but recently I realized that it was just an endless grind. If you don't log in every day and do this and that a few times a week, you miss out. And the cycle repeats. You know what else is an endless grind? Real life. Wake up, work/school, housework, spare time, repeat. Go to work on time, catch the train, catch the bus, do laundry every week, clean the house, get groceries... I don't want yet another daily and weekly grind in gaming. And you know

For years, sitting a lot for school, work, and art tightened my muscles. It's something that accumulated without me knowing. This week and last week (and later next week) I went to a physio clinic and got a massage for my lower backache. It's not a massage for comfort like in spa places, but it was to loosen up my overly tight muscles. It hurt a lot. It was necessary though. After that I was taught the proper posture for sitting in front of the computer (feet has to touch the ground, sit straight with lower back support, elbows and knees at 90 degrees), exercises to do regularly, and to not stay in the same position for 1 hour. I'm still 25-26 so fortunately I can still change my lifestyle to prevent things from getting worse in my older years. Anyways, my health problems is part of why my art is at a standstill. But hopefully I'll get better soon. I want to work on Transitory more. I really do. As for you who are reading this, make sure you sit and move around properly so you